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" Normal. What did normal mean, Ferguson asked himself , and why wasn't it normal for him to feel the way he did about wanting to kiss and make love to other boys, the sex of one-sex was just as normal and natural as the sex of two-sex sex, maybe even more normal and more natural because a cock was something boys understood better than girls, and therefore it was easier to know what the other person wanted without having to guess, without having to play the courtship and seduction games that could make the sex of two-sex sex confounding, and why did a person have to choose between one or the other, why block out one-half of the humanity in the name of normal or natural when the truth was that everyone was Both, and people and society and the laws and religions of people in different societies were just too afraid to admit it. "
― Paul Auster , 4 3 2 1
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" The big event that rips through the heart of things and changes life for everyone, the unforgettable moment when something ends and something else begins. Was that what this was, he asked himself, a moment similar to the outbreak of war? No, not quite. War announces the beginning of a new reality, but nothing had begun today, a reality had ended, that was all, something had been subtracted from the world, and now there was a hole, a nothing where there had once been a something, as if every tree in the world had vanished, as if the very concept of tree or mountain had been erased from the human mind. "
― Paul Auster , 4 3 2 1
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" la lettura di Delitto e castigo lo cambiò, Delitto e castigo fu il fulmine che si abbatté dal cielo e lo mandò in frantumi, e quando riuscí a riprendersi Ferguson non ebbe piú dubbi sul futuro, se un libro poteva essere questo, se un romanzo poteva fare questo al tuo cuore, alla tua mente e ai tuoi sentimenti piú profondi sul mondo, allora scrivere romanzi era senz’altro la cosa migliore che potevi fare nella vita, perché Dostoevskij gli aveva insegnato che le storie inventate potevano andare ben oltre il semplice divertimento e lo svago, potevano rivoltarti come un calzino e scoperchiarti il cervello, potevano scottarti e gelarti e metterti completamente a nudo e scaraventarti tra i venti furiosi dell’universo e da quel giorno in poi, dopo aver annaspato per tutta l’infanzia, perso nei miasmi sempre piú fitti dello smarrimento, finalmente Ferguson capí dove stava andando, e negli anni successivi non tornò mai sulla sua decisione, nemmeno in quelli piú duri, quando gli sembrò quasi di cadere dai confini della terra. Aveva solo quindici anni, ma aveva già sposato un’idea, e il giovane Ferguson decise di onorarla, nella buona o nella cattiva sorte, in ricchezza o in povertà, in salute o in malattia, per tutta la vita. "
― Paul Auster , 4 3 2 1